27 Feb 2018

Being Honest

Today I woke up so late, at 11 a.m. I got so upset because I didn't set an alarm clock last night. I am so frustrated because I don't have a good wake up schedule! I sleep a healthy amount of hours and don't have trouble sleeping, but I have trouble sleeping in the right hours. My sleep schedule is from 1 or 2 a.m. until 11 and that needs to change.

They say "the early bird catches the worm" and I should start acting like that. Later I went to school and to cafe with my best friend and everything was fine, but still I was anxious about which college should I pick, what will be my job in the future etc.

My other problem is that I lose motivation easily and I know that I had this blog for only a week, but I already feel like failing which I shouldn't. I should just continue working on it and achieve the results that I want!

Do you know what I mean? Another thing is my weight. I've been conscious about my weight since I was thirteen or fourteen and I've been on million diets and million regimes and I feel lost in that sense. I am not sure what should I do next. I said in a few posts before that I will be on a 1200 calorie diet, but I did it for couple of days and even though I ate in that range, I didn't eat the healthiest.

So, today's post isn't sugarcoated or the most encouraging one, it's more personal, I want you to see that I still have struggles to overcome, but there is always light!

Here is a lifestyle I am working to have:

Wake up early. Eat healthy. Go to school. Study. Workout. Do yoga. Be productive. Drink your water. Have fun. Be with friends. Relax. Sleep. Repeat.

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